Who I Will Be

Part One:

So I've been wondering of late if I will ever change my ways...
I was in a cafe last week purchasing lunch (which in my work area involves minimal options - sandwich or dirty fried food).
The girl next to me ordered a seeded mustard, carrot and lettuce sandwich and a skinny soy decaf latte. :S
Now I can't decide whether I envied her willpower or thought she was the most boring person in the world who probably grows alfalfa sprouts in her kitchen and drinks Yakults at the pub.
It should be noted that my sandwich MAY have contained salami and my drink may have involved dark bubbly caffeine. But hey - it was Friday and we all need treats.

Anyway, I often question whether on my death bed i'll remember the good times of drinking copious amounts of Sauv Blanc and Coronas whilst smothering myself in cheese and salami (did I just say that out loud?) or whether I'll remember snacking on dried fruit and nuts.

Help!